On the other side of the train station just west of the city, the love of her life was buying a bouquet of flowers. She had never seen him before, but she knew that he was the love of her life. She knew it like she knew the sun rose in the East.
The love of her life finished the transaction at the florist and began walking to a platform, bouquet in hand. It struck her then that they were not going to be on the same train: he was going away from the city, and she was going to it. She walked towards him, first, and then ran, touching him on the shoulder as she caught up to him. He turned. His eyes were the darkest brown she had ever seen.
“You’re the love of my life,” she told him. His eyebrows raised, then lowered. She watched her statement click into place somewhere, and he smiled. It was the most beautiful thing in the world.
“Then you must be mine,” he said. He looked at the bouquet in his hands, and held it out towards her. “I knew I bought these for a reason.”
She took the flowers. They were pink roses.
“I got a discount on them because I work there. Tuesdays and Thursdays.”
“Isn’t it strange to have a flower shop in a train station?” she said.
“Not at all.”
She looked at him. What a wonderful thing it was, she thought, to disagree, to love, to hold discount pink roses from the train station flower shop in her hands. In the distance, a train whistle sounded.
“You’re going away from the city,” she said.
“Yes.”
“Give me your number, so I can call you.”
And he wrote down his number on a scrap of paper in a thin and tilting hand. The train pulled in as he handed the paper to her, and she folded it and put it in her pocket so it would not blow away.
“Goodbye,” she called as he got on the train.
“Goodbye,” he called to her from the window. As the train pulled away he leaned out so he could see her, the love of his life, and his tie whipped in the wind.
She went back to the city on a train of her own. She did not have to walk far after exiting the train— her apartment was right next to the stop. From her top-floor window she could see the whole city lit up beneath her, and the golden dome of the station with the dark bodies of trains rushing in and out. When she got home the first thing she did was fill a vase with water and arrange the roses in it. The second thing she did was call the number in her pocket from a yellow corded phone hung on the wall. She sat at her little card table near the phone and stared at the roses as the phone rang.
“The number you dialed does not exist,” said a recording of voice after one aborted ring. She dialed again. Again: “The number you dialed does not exist.”
She hung up and left the room, returning a moment later with a copy of the yellow pages. She cracked open the book, ran her fingers down a page, and dialed again.
“Hello,” she said. “Is this the florist’s shop in the train station outside the city?”
“It is,” a man said.
“I was wondering if you had any information about an employee who works there Tuesdays and Thursdays. He has dark brown eyes and he bought roses from your shop just a few hours ago.”
She listened. She reached for the notepad and pen she kept on the table and wrote down a number.
“Thank you,” she said, and hung up. She dialed the number from the notepad.
“Hello,” she said. “Is this the train station outside the city?”
“Yes!” chirped a voice.
“I was given your number from an employee at the florist’s shop inside the station. I was wondering if you had any information about a specific passenger who got on the train leaving the city this afternoon.”
The voice receded into itself. “I don’t think we’re supposed to give out information on specific passengers.”
She waited. The voice spoke again, even meeker this time.
“If you were from the police we maybe could give you a list of names of the passengers.”
A pause, a moment too long.
“Are you? From the police?”
“No,” she said, realizing that even if she was, she had never asked his name and therefore the list would be of no use. “But he is the love of my life, if that counts for anything.”
She could hear papers shuffling on the other end, the stutter of a keyboard.
“The love— well, if— let me see if I can— I’m sorry, you said he worked at the flower shop? In the station?” she said.
“Yes.”
The typing sounds paused. There was the tap tap tap tap tap of someone deleting something, and then the typing started up again. Another pause.
“Do you remember the name of the flower shop?”
She told her. Another cycle of typing.
“Um. I think, um, we have no record of this flower shop in the station. Or any other flower shop in the station.”
“But he was buying flowers from it. Just earlier today. Are you sure it’s not just closed?”
She could practically hear the girl’s hands wringing. “Yes. I am pretty sure. To be closed it would need to— it would need to exist.”
She reached out and thumbed one of the rose petals. It was as cool and soft as skin.
“Well. Thank you for your time.”
She hung up without waiting for a response, and heaved the yellow pages to the U section. Dialed again. A man picked up on the other end before the first ring had finished.
“This is the railway union.”
“Hello. I was wondering if you could tell me the name of the conductor on the train to the city that left this afternoon. I want to know if he’s seen somebody.”
“Left from where?”
She told him the name of the town.
“No station in that town,” he said, like he was glad of it.
“I was just there earlier this afternoon. I took a train into the city from it.”
“Where’d you get off?”
She told him the name of the city.
“Only lines that go there are the North and East lines.”
“Then where did I meet the love of my life?”
“Never liked riddles,” he said, and hung up.
She leafed through the yellow pages. Then she picked up the phone and dialed. She stood and walked towards her window, leaning a shoulder against the frame as the phone rang. The golden dome of the train station was gone. In its place was a dark circle of empty space, like the hole where a tooth has fallen out. A long strip of land, clotted with dirt and wildflowers, had replaced the train tracks. She heard the phone pick up and spoke before the person on the other end had a chance.
“Is this the governor of the city?”
“You have the governor’s assistant,” a young man’s voice said. The pride he felt in his role— the governor’s assistant!— was audible.
“Well,” she said, staring at the empty strip of earth feeding deep into the sparkling city, “I was going to call to tell you that the railroad union missed a station. But that doesn’t appear to be an issue anymore. Thank you for your time.”
“Wait,” the governor’s assistant said. “Railroad union? I thought we ended— I thought that one dissolved decades ago. Is this a new development? Is there anything else you can tell us about it?”
“I don’t think so, I’m afraid,” she said absently. She looked out the window and wondered where the love of her life was at that very moment, whether he was making dinner or reading or even staring eastward out a window of his own, wondering the same thing as her. She realized that the governor’s assistant was still speaking, something about reelection and campaign promises and the profound value of small donations from citizens like you. She hung up, returned to her yellow pages, and dialed again. The phone rang seven times before somebody picked up.