“Some kids from my Behavioral Economics class are coming over Saturday.” Christof lounges on my bed, eating a slice of sausage and garlic pizza for breakfast.
“That’s nice,” I say with a mouth full of toothpaste. According to my watch, I have six and a half minutes before I need to be out the door.
“You should hang out with us.”
I step into the bathroom that connects our bedrooms, spit, and turn to pull on my freshly polished shoes. They’re gone. I know for a fact I left them by the shower, but all I see are dust balls and tumbleweeds of body hair.
“We’re going to Mulligan’s,” my brother says. “They’ve got live music on Saturdays.”
“Have you seen my shoes?” Five minutes to go. The fringes of panic creep in as I rip back the shower curtain and search behind the toilet, picturing myself blowing the interview over a pair of lost shoes.
As Christof searches my bedroom, he asks, “Do you think you could get me a job there after I graduate? I figure an insurance company must have a ton of openings with all the weird shit going on. I hear it’s getting worse.”
“Yeah. Sure. I’ll see what I can do.”
At last, I check behind the bathroom door and find my shoes waiting for me on the scale.
Three and a half minutes.
Sitting on the toilet, I pull them on. There’s no reason I shouldn’t knock this interview out of the park. My boss, who’s been insisting I want this promotion, says I’m the strongest candidate.
I step back into my bedroom and find that Christof, who is still looking for my shoes, has pulled a clear plastic tub out from beneath my bed.
“Don’t touch that!”
He looks up, wilted slice of pizza in hand.
I shove the tub back where it belongs. “I found them. Thanks for helping me look.”
He’s clearly about to ask about the tub when Dad starts shouting again.
“He must’ve lost another client,” Christof says.
Two minutes.
“Probably.” I rush back into the bathroom and wrap my tie around my neck. Put on my jacket… get in the car… take Lockwood to avoid traffic… park … use the bathroom… answer their questions… get promoted…. finally afford to—
The lights blink off.
“Did we lose electricity?” I step back into my room. “Christof?” My brother is gone.
One minute.
As I walk down the hall the various ways a power outage could interfere with the interview race through my head. “Christof?” He’s probably just checking the circuit breaker.
I turn into the kitchen and glance out the window.
The sky is crimson.
The sun, clouds and blue expanse are all gone, replaced by a solid, fiery red ceiling. There are stars, though. There are more stars than I’ve seen in my life. Every single one glistens oily black, like bottomless holes threatening to suck me in.
I stumble back, hitting the pantry door. “I can’t be here.”
I’ve seen this sky before, in illustrations drawn by people half the world believes are either delusional or lying.
“I can’t be here.”
With tremendous effort, I pull my eyes from the sky and take in what is waiting for me on the ground. The porch, lawn, and trees are all gone, swept away to make room for a sixty-foot golden-brown wall. There are gaps in the wall, corridors leading God-knows-where.
I slide to the floor, shutting my eyes. “I can’t be here.”